You're not alone gt2.5, you're not alone
I, in general, hate school. I just don't like it. I didn't like high school, and I don't like college. I know for a fact that about 75% of the stuff I'm learning in college is going to serve me no use in any professional career. I just feel like I'm wasting my time and my grandparents' money, all for a piece-of-shit paper that says I graduated.
Maybe it has to do with the fact that many college students (at least in this area) don't work, so they party their asses off and still have oodles of time to study, whereas I work, and furthermore, I'm not much of a party/club guy. So I think that maybe depresses me a little bit.
I'm taking one class for the second summer semester, a Victorian poetry class, and it's a 4000-level class. It's my first 4000-level class, and it's kicking my ass. There's already some 400 pages of bullshit that I've supposed to have read already that I haven't, and I'm still trying to decide how to pull off my final exam.
Oh... I'm sorry... you wanted words of encouragement!
Like Josh said, you have to find what works for you, but I need to usually go to one of two extremes in order to make myself study: 1) I have to put myself on top of the world, like everything is just going hunky-dory, and then somehow, that gets me motivated to study or whatever...
That usually doesn't last very long though
Or...
2) I have to kick myself in the ass, and remind myself that my grandparents are only gonna keep me up in their rental property as long as I'm in college, that if I flunk out, I'm majorly screwed, and then I'll start studying out of fear...
Hope that helps somehow...