![Very Happy :D](./images/smilies/icon_biggrin.gif)
But I have actually diagnosed myself with a state of clinical depression. I'm not eating enough, I hardly ever get out and do anything, I procrastinate like crazy, I leave my whole domicile a pigsty, etc. etc.
My family history definitely has something to do with it, it's not easy losing both parents by the time you're 18. It has affected my college studies, my social life, my mental well-being, and I can tell that what I'm doing is whoring up Subaru forums for consolation and a feeling of belonging...
So I am going to try to establish a plan for myself that allows for some more socializing with people in person, more time to study for college, more time to keep up the house, more time to evaluate myself and discover what I want to do with my life.
This means that I won't have as much time to surf this place. I reiterate: I'm not leaving, I will still be on here at least once a week, I'm sure. But I'm on here too much now, plain and simple, and I need to diversify my daily routine.
So I shall be lurking in the shadows and adding my twisted outlook on things as I feel like it.
![Laughing :lol:](./images/smilies/icon_lol.gif)